Business x Love x Sex
2 years down the line
Today marks the 10th month since I started my business.
So much has changed.
At a point I felt sorry for myself, that I couldn’t achieve what every other person could easily accomplish.
I was mad that my life was a little different. I had to work extremely hard to make sure things worked in my favor; the universe aligns to bring forth all my wishes. My blood sweat, and tears streaming down.
I wrote this first half in 2023 I think in the first 3 months I am not so sure.
This second half is being written on April 9th—around 12pm; hopefully it gets to you on this same day. Going through my page, I realized I have about 33 drafts of Jargon I wanted to post since 2023. I would love to share some of my imagination with you. So leave a comment if you want to read something I have written before.
Now, this is going to be a pure write-up, no editing, nothing. I want to be as real as anything.
As the title states, I will be talking about business love… and sex or the lack thereof… Of course the last bit isn’t a part of the title; well, that’s the development.
So back to business - business has been swapped with a real job. Now here is the kicker: I don’t think there’s a difference between my job and my business, as I still have targets to be met. I work with an insurance company and its been… Well… you can reach out to me privately to ask about it.
In terms of love, I guess my dream of having Prince Charming sweep me off my feet will never happen. Nothing is ever right, the timing, or it’s just that our generation is a teeny tiny bit messed up. For now I have stopped searching.
Now, the last bit: I have sworn celibacy until marriage. Have I been happier? Mhen… Some days are good, some days are like today.
Has anything changed since my last write up?
Not much, just like 2019 & 2020 , 2023 & 2024 Life is still the same. I still do not get paid what I believe I am worth - that’s if I get paid at all; I still feel stuck in a never-ending cycle.
What are your thoughts?
Truth is you’re killing it every single day you decide not to give up on yourself; some days better than others yet you keep at it; despite all odds.
Everything works out at the end
Just trust the process and trust God
He’s in the business of multiplying not subtracting , he sees all your efforts and in due time your business, love life or sexual journey of celibacy till marriage would all work out for your good at the end.
Ciao Ciao 😘💋